Years have passed
But I’m still lost.
I don’t know why but
I don’t find a clause.
Trust me God
She was my Lord.
What a coincidence
Ours favourite singer was Kelly claude.
She loved the way nobody did
I loved the style she holds my hand and sit.
When she was here I was completely fit
But now me and my mind is totally unfit.
I used to have ambitions but don’t have now
I don’t know why and how.?
Would I be able to get me back again
Or just be lost in an unhealthy sticky thought’s drain.
What was my fault ?
Why have I paid for this ..?
Why my sufferings are too long…?
Why my time is still running behind. ?
I wish life too has a button of Rewind.
I wonder will I be able to love someone again ..?
Or will I be lucky enough to get someone’s love again..?
Oh god..This feeling is making me Insane,
All my love and emotions went in vain.
Why everybody’s love today is so fragile,
Everybody is using the relationships as a Hit & Trial.
I wish I too had a luck of being loved
But what to do life is continuously getting fucked.
I loved the way she always lied,
I know how much truth she tried to hide.
But i knew what she is up to now,
She made my Life stuck in a thick snow.
For her i was a fucking clown,
and I was going drown & drown.
Finally the day come when with somebody she slept
As soon as i saw her, I Left.
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