Saalgirah (Anniversary)

Hey Suno Priyal,

Kuch Kehna Hai, Kuch Yaad Dilaana hai,

Ek Khaas Mauke ke bare mein batana hai.

Koi Khaas Pal Hai Jo aane wala hai,

Meri Zindagi ka ek Purana hissa Jo fir rulaane wala hai.

 

Kuch Samjhe…??

Nahi Samjhe Na.

Bhala Samjhoge bhi kaise.

Tumhari Marzi Jo thi usme.

Meri Khud-Khushi or Tumhari

Khud Ki Khushi Jo Thi Usme.

 

Mubarak Ho,

Hamari Saalgirah Aane wali hai.

Saalgirah wo nahi Jab hum Ek huye thy.

Saalgirah wo Jab Hum-Tum Juda Huye Thy.

 

20th June 2017

Kaise Bhool sakta hu ye Taareekh Main

Pure se Adhoora Jo horaha Tha Main.

Zindagi Rang Se Berang Jo Hone Lagi Thi,

Gairo Mein bhi Apnepan ki Chahat kam hone lagi thi.

 

Tum Paas to thi magar Door hone lagi thi,

Mere Mann mein Darr or Tanhayi Badhne lagi thi.

Thame Huye Aansuo ne Raftaar pakad li thi,

Par Achi Bhali Chalti Dhadkane Thamne lagi thi.

 

Mubarak Ho Jaan,

2 Saal hone ko Aaye hai

Tadap Tadap Ke he Sahi

Par ye Din Jaise Taise Guzar Paaye hai.

Or Aisa nahi hai ki ye ek he Taareekh Yaad aati hai,

Anginat hai Meri Jaan, Jo Mujhe Rulati Hai.

 

Han Bahut Waqt lag gaya Mujhe Samhalne mein,

Janta Hu, Teri bhi badi Mehnat lagi hogi mere Sapno ko kuchalne mein.

Bhai Aakhir itni shiddat se bewafayi ki hai,

Dil to tha nahi tere paas islie Dimag Se Ladayi ki hai.

 

Tu Jahan Bhi Hai Khush To Haina,

Mera to pata nahi, par paas tere tera sukoon to haina.

Shayad Ab tak to Tune Kisi or ko Chah liya hoga,

Kisi or ko apni Zindagi ka khaas hissa bana liya hoga.

 

Waise Barso baad chahat to mujhe bhi kisi ki huyi hai,

Par Mohabbat se meri Dosti kab huyi hai.

Uske kareeb to nahi hu main,

Par fir bhi uski Be-intehan Chahat Huyi Hai.

 

Din Bhar To Maano kaam Mein he Guzar Jata hai,

Par Raat ki Tanhayi Mein Bahut Kuch Yaad Aata Hai.

 

Chal, Saalgirah Mubarak Ho Tujhko,

Tujhe Teri Aazaadi Ki or Mujhe Meri Barbaadi Ki.

 

Jate Jate Sirf Ek Baat Kehni Hai :

Hasi Teri Niraali Thi,

Tu Ladki Badi Pyaari Thi,

Koi Shikwa Tha To Gila Karlete Mujhse,

Kaunsa Marr Gaye Thy, Zindagi Abhi Baaki Thi.

The Journey Begins

Thanks for joining me, People!

Good company in a journey makes the way seem shorter. — Izaak Walton

This Blog is to write out my heart emotions which can touch the emotions or sentiments of other fellow beings. As i am from india, most of my writings would be in Hindi.

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So here is my first post for the people who Loves poetry :

Zindagi Ki Shuruwat Huyi Kuch is Kadar

Tanhaaiyo Mein Chalta Raha Jeene Ka Safar.

Andhere Raasto Pe Bhi Nikle Hum Ujaalo Ki Umeed Leke

Khuda Bhi Raha Bewafa Kadam Kadam Par Dhoka Deke.

Nikal Aaye Kitni Dur Un Raasto Pe Chalte Chalte

Mudkar Dekha To Saaye Ne Bhi Sath Chhoda Thakte Thakte

Maaloom Tha Kise Ho Jayengy Hum Yun Akele

Jeene Ki Keemat Chukaani Padegi Yun Zeher Peete Peete

Pyar Ki Buniyaad Pe Kaayam Aaj Bhi Mera Dard Hai

Diya Jeetna Pyar, Mujhe Mila Fir Bhi Kuch Kam Hai

Har Roz Ek Shama Dil Mein Bujhti Jalti Hai                                                

Kisi Ki Adhuri Chah Mein Tapti Dhalti Hai

Fir Bhi Chali Ja Rahi Hai Zindagi

Najane Kis Kiran Ki Or

Laakh Kiye Sajde Us Khuda Ke

Praarthna or Duaao Ka Bhi Ab Nahi Koi Zor.

Umeed Karte Hai ik Din Zindagi Yun Sanwar Jaayegi

Aankh Se Nikle Aansuo Ki Keemat Ada Ho Jayegi

Sooni Padi Dil Ki Daali Pe Bahaar Fir Laut Aayegi

Ik Din Jab Zindagi Yun Sanwar Jayegi.

—————–Ankit Jindal

Punjabi

My Experiences with Punjabi’s was never so good,

They don’t even deserve to be in my neighbour-hood.

They pretend to be the one who you need in different situations,

But behind this their minds are making multiple calculations.

Punjabi’s are the ones who come forward to take credit of your life,

But when you are in problem their hands don’t come on your shoulder’s side.

When your luck is on high, they become a friend of yours who is classy,

But when unlucky in life, they become unfavourable & massy.

Be it a Punjabi Friend or a Relative, I never seen them so kind,

But a person with full character you would hardly find.

I don’t deny the decency of Punjabi as exceptional are always there,

but As long as they are benefitted by you, they are always near.

i don’t hate Punjabi, I just don’t like them much.

Because no matter how good you are at respecting friendship, their is no one who can be heartily-touched.

Waqt- The Race with Time

Waqt Rehte Jaan Lena Hume,

Chalte Chalte Thak Jaye isse Pehle Thaam Lena Hume.

Kyuki Thokar To Gehri pyar mein Humne bhi Khaayi hai,

kisi ki berukhi or bewafayi is mod pe le aayi hai.

Magar fir bhi ek Mauka or diya hai is dil ko humne,

Aasaan nahi tha par fir bhi Zehmat uthaayi hai humne.

Irada To tha umr bhar Tanha Rehne ka,

Par Barso baad tum mein khushiya paayi hai humne.

To tum Kyu nahi Apne apko ek mauka de sakte,

Galat logo par karke dekha, Sahi par vishwas kyun nahi karte.

Hum nahi un jaise jo kisi ko dhoka de jaaye,

Fir bhi ek dusre ko Dosti or pyar ka ehsaas Kyu nahi de sakte.

Har roz tujhse baat islie karte hai,

Taki Tujhe bata Sake tujhse kitna pyaar karte hai.

Himmat nahi mujhme ki keh sake ye baat tujhse,

Islie Roz haste hasate dil ki baat rakhte hai.

Na parivar ke standard ki tu kar chinta,

Wo kabhi beech mein nahi aayega.

Agar Tu insan Achi hai to saara Parivaar tujhe dulhan bana le jayega.

Tu koi bhi ho, Kahin bhi rehti ho,

koi farak nahi reh jayega.

Tu bholi si hai, Pata nahi ishaare ko samajh payegi ya nahi,

Directly to keh nahi sakunga, Tu indirectly samajh payegi ya nahi.

Han pasand nahi main tumhe to koi aitraaz nahi

Main nahi layak tumhare To koi gila shikwa nahi.

Bus ho Mann mein koi baat tumhare to Be-Jhijhak puchlena humse,

Galat-Fehmi ke shikaar na hojana tum

Islie Waqt nikal jaye isse Pehle jaan lena hume.

Jannat (Heaven)

Jannat or Kahin Kya Hogi,

Wo To Teri Baahon Mein Naseeb Hogi.

Phoolon Mein Mehek Or Kya Hogi,

Wo To Teri Saanso Mein Maujood Hogi.

Duaa Mandir Mein Ab Or Kya Hogi,

Wo To Tere Sajde Mein Qubool Hogi.

Rangat is Jahan Mein Or Kya Hogi,

Wo To Tere Labon Pe Bikhri Hogi.

Jannat Or Kahin Kya Hogi,

Wo To Teri Baahon Mein Naseeb Hogi.

Zindagi Khushnuma Or Kya Hogi,

Wo To Teri Nazro Mein Aabaad Hogi.

Tamannaye Mann Mein Ab Or Kya Hogi,

Wo To Ab Tere Dil Se Judkar Puri Hogi.

Jannat Or Kahin Kya Hogi,

Wo To Teri Baahon Mein Naseeb Hogi.

 

———————————-Ankit Jindal

Main Abhi Zinda Hoon (Parents)

*For My Lovely Father/Mother*

Na Ghabrana Tum Kabhi, Main Abhi Zinda Hoon

Na Fikr Karna Tum Kabhi, Main Abhi Zinda Hoon

Maat-Pita Ho Tum Mere, Tumhare Har Sukh Dukh Mein Hoon

Na Dil Dukhana Apna Tum Kabhi, Main Abhi Zinda Hoon.

Maana Hai Bahut Kuch Bura Mujhme, Fir Bhi Tumhare Dil Mein Basta Hoon

Na Rona Tum Kabhi, Main Abhi Zinda Hoon.

Tum Laakh Chhupaao Apna Gum Mujhse, Par Main Samajhta Hoon

Hota Hai Jo Dard Tumhe, To Mehsus Main Bhi Karta Hoon.

Tum Meri Duaao Mein Ho, Tum He Ho Meri Raza Mein Bhi.

Dekha Hai Maine, Pyar Hai Tumse Mili Saza Mein Bhi.

Na Darna Tum Kabhi, Tumhari Har Raah Pe khada Hoon

Na Ghabrana Tum Kabhi, Main Abhi Zinda Hoon.

Mausam Chahe Jo Bhi Ho

Aalam Chahe Jo Bhi Ho

Har Aandhi or Toofan Mein

Tumhara Chhaata Banke Khada Hoon.

Akela Na Samjhna Khud Ko Kabhi, Main Abhi Zinda Hoon.

Loved The Way She Lied

Years have passed

But I’m still lost.

I don’t know why but

I don’t find a clause.

Trust me God

She was my Lord.

What a coincidence

Ours favourite singer was Kelly claude.

She loved the way nobody did

I loved the style she holds my hand and sit.

When she was here I was completely fit

But now me and my mind is totally unfit.

I used to have ambitions but don’t have now

I don’t know why and how.?

Would I be able to get me back again

Or just be lost in an unhealthy sticky thought’s drain.

What was my fault ?

Why have I paid for this ..?

Why my sufferings are too long…?

Why my time is still running behind. ?

I wish life too has a button of Rewind.

I wonder will I be able to love someone again ..?

Or will I be lucky enough to get someone’s love again..?

Oh god..This feeling is making me Insane,

All my love and emotions went in vain.

Why everybody’s love today is so fragile,

Everybody is using the relationships as a Hit & Trial.

I wish I too had a luck of being loved

But what to do life is continuously getting fucked.

I loved the way she always lied,

I know how much truth she tried to hide.

But i knew what she is up to now,

She made my Life stuck in a thick snow.

For her i was a fucking clown,

and I was going drown & drown.

Finally the day come when with somebody she slept

As soon as i saw her, I Left.

 

Sadma (The Shock)…

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To,

My Dear Ex,

Bata Duniya Ko Mere Ishq Mein Kitni Sachayi Thi

Bewafa Thi Tu Jo Kisi Or Ka Bistar Garam Karke Aayi Thi.

Diya Jo Tune Sadma Tha, Usse Aankh Meri Bhar Aayi Thi,

Kya Bataun Tujhko, Meri Rooh Kitni kapkapayi thi.

Sadma Lekar Tere Fareb Ka Jab Nikla Tha Tere Kamre Se

Chalne Laga Jo Jaane Ko, Pair Fisla Tha Mera Seediyo Se.

Pair Fisalke Jo Gira Tha Main To Chot Maine Khaayi Thi

Kya Bataun Tujhko Tab Jaan Pe Meri Ban Aayi Thi.

Diya Aisa Dard Bhi Tune Ki Bahar Na Fir Main Nikal Saka

Meri Nafrat Ka Aagaaz Hua Fir Badal Na Jise Main Saka.

Teri He Ek Dost Bhi Thi Jo Usdin Mere Saath He Thi

Samhala Tha Usne He Mujhe Par Hairan To Wo Bhi Thi.

Tere Jaisi Dost Ko Paakar Sharm Se Sir Uska Bhi Jhuka,

Dard Hua Tha Mujhko Par Dhadakta Dil Uska Bhi Ruka.

 

Ek Ek Pal Guzaara Aise Jaise Andhera Ho UJiyaalo Mein

Simat Gayi Meri Sab Raatein Bus Ek He Khayalon Mein.

Tera Wo Kisi Aur Ki Baahon Mein Hona Bar Bar Yaad Aata Hai,

Mere Har Sapne, Meri Himmat Ko Besabab Tod Ke Jata Hai.

 

Khair,

Ek Arsa Hua Tujhe Gaye Huye, Fir Bhi Yaad Teri Aati Hai

Jee Bhi Raha Hu Ya Marr Chuka, Tujhe Kahan Khabar Jati Hai.

Koshish Tujhe Bhulaane Ki Puri Hai, Par Khwaaishe Aaj Bhi Adhuri Hai

Zinda Hu Filhal Itna He Kaafi Hai, Par Meri Sazao Ki Kya Koi Maafi Hai ?

 

Khair Tere Jaane Se Khaamoshi Zarur Chhayi Hai

Par Ek Arse Baad Zindagi Mein Khushi Chalke Aayi Hai

Hai Khushnaseebi Meri Wo Khushi Ek Khushnuma Dost Ke Roop Mein Aayi Hai

Par Wo Bhi Gum Ki Maari, Apno Ki Satayi hai.

 

Teri He Tarah Muskurati Hai, Teri He Tarah Khilkhilati Hai.

Rehti Hai Wo Kahin Door Mujhse, Par Fir Bhi Apna Haq Jatati Hai

Mujhse Anjaan Hote Huye Bhi, Mujhe Apna Batlati Hai.

 

Majbur Hu Sochne Ko Ye Kaisa Mazak Hai Kudrat Ka

Jiske Liye Sab Kurbaan Kardia, Apni Rooh Tak Ko Neelaam Kardia

Usko Begunaah Hote Huye Bhi Chheen Liya

Or Croro Ki Bhheed Mein Ek Ajnabee Ko Apna Kardia.

 

Kaun Jaane Kya Hai Kiske Naseeb Mein

Bus Chal Rahi Hai Saanse Is Umeed mein

Ki Shayad Ek Din Pyar Mera Bhi Muqammal Hoga

Swaarth Bhari Duniya mein, Main Bhi Kisi Ka Swaarth Hounga.

 

——————————————————– #Ankit Jindal