Waqt- The Race with Time

Waqt Rehte Jaan Lena Hume,

Chalte Chalte Thak Jaye isse Pehle Thaam Lena Hume.

Kyuki Thokar To Gehri pyar mein Humne bhi Khaayi hai,

kisi ki berukhi or bewafayi is mod pe le aayi hai.

Magar fir bhi ek Mauka or diya hai is dil ko humne,

Aasaan nahi tha par fir bhi Zehmat uthaayi hai humne.

Irada To tha umr bhar Tanha Rehne ka,

Par Barso baad tum mein khushiya paayi hai humne.

To tum Kyu nahi Apne apko ek mauka de sakte,

Galat logo par karke dekha, Sahi par vishwas kyun nahi karte.

Hum nahi un jaise jo kisi ko dhoka de jaaye,

Fir bhi ek dusre ko Dosti or pyar ka ehsaas Kyu nahi de sakte.

Har roz tujhse baat islie karte hai,

Taki Tujhe bata Sake tujhse kitna pyaar karte hai.

Himmat nahi mujhme ki keh sake ye baat tujhse,

Islie Roz haste hasate dil ki baat rakhte hai.

Na parivar ke standard ki tu kar chinta,

Wo kabhi beech mein nahi aayega.

Agar Tu insan Achi hai to saara Parivaar tujhe dulhan bana le jayega.

Tu koi bhi ho, Kahin bhi rehti ho,

koi farak nahi reh jayega.

Tu bholi si hai, Pata nahi ishaare ko samajh payegi ya nahi,

Directly to keh nahi sakunga, Tu indirectly samajh payegi ya nahi.

Han pasand nahi main tumhe to koi aitraaz nahi

Main nahi layak tumhare To koi gila shikwa nahi.

Bus ho Mann mein koi baat tumhare to Be-Jhijhak puchlena humse,

Galat-Fehmi ke shikaar na hojana tum

Islie Waqt nikal jaye isse Pehle jaan lena hume.

Loved The Way She Lied

Years have passed

But I’m still lost.

I don’t know why but

I don’t find a clause.

Trust me God

She was my Lord.

What a coincidence

Ours favourite singer was Kelly claude.

She loved the way nobody did

I loved the style she holds my hand and sit.

When she was here I was completely fit

But now me and my mind is totally unfit.

I used to have ambitions but don’t have now

I don’t know why and how.?

Would I be able to get me back again

Or just be lost in an unhealthy sticky thought’s drain.

What was my fault ?

Why have I paid for this ..?

Why my sufferings are too long…?

Why my time is still running behind. ?

I wish life too has a button of Rewind.

I wonder will I be able to love someone again ..?

Or will I be lucky enough to get someone’s love again..?

Oh god..This feeling is making me Insane,

All my love and emotions went in vain.

Why everybody’s love today is so fragile,

Everybody is using the relationships as a Hit & Trial.

I wish I too had a luck of being loved

But what to do life is continuously getting fucked.

I loved the way she always lied,

I know how much truth she tried to hide.

But i knew what she is up to now,

She made my Life stuck in a thick snow.

For her i was a fucking clown,

and I was going drown & drown.

Finally the day come when with somebody she slept

As soon as i saw her, I Left.

 

Sadma (The Shock)…

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To,

My Dear Ex,

Bata Duniya Ko Mere Ishq Mein Kitni Sachayi Thi

Bewafa Thi Tu Jo Kisi Or Ka Bistar Garam Karke Aayi Thi.

Diya Jo Tune Sadma Tha, Usse Aankh Meri Bhar Aayi Thi,

Kya Bataun Tujhko, Meri Rooh Kitni kapkapayi thi.

Sadma Lekar Tere Fareb Ka Jab Nikla Tha Tere Kamre Se

Chalne Laga Jo Jaane Ko, Pair Fisla Tha Mera Seediyo Se.

Pair Fisalke Jo Gira Tha Main To Chot Maine Khaayi Thi

Kya Bataun Tujhko Tab Jaan Pe Meri Ban Aayi Thi.

Diya Aisa Dard Bhi Tune Ki Bahar Na Fir Main Nikal Saka

Meri Nafrat Ka Aagaaz Hua Fir Badal Na Jise Main Saka.

Teri He Ek Dost Bhi Thi Jo Usdin Mere Saath He Thi

Samhala Tha Usne He Mujhe Par Hairan To Wo Bhi Thi.

Tere Jaisi Dost Ko Paakar Sharm Se Sir Uska Bhi Jhuka,

Dard Hua Tha Mujhko Par Dhadakta Dil Uska Bhi Ruka.

 

Ek Ek Pal Guzaara Aise Jaise Andhera Ho UJiyaalo Mein

Simat Gayi Meri Sab Raatein Bus Ek He Khayalon Mein.

Tera Wo Kisi Aur Ki Baahon Mein Hona Bar Bar Yaad Aata Hai,

Mere Har Sapne, Meri Himmat Ko Besabab Tod Ke Jata Hai.

 

Khair,

Ek Arsa Hua Tujhe Gaye Huye, Fir Bhi Yaad Teri Aati Hai

Jee Bhi Raha Hu Ya Marr Chuka, Tujhe Kahan Khabar Jati Hai.

Koshish Tujhe Bhulaane Ki Puri Hai, Par Khwaaishe Aaj Bhi Adhuri Hai

Zinda Hu Filhal Itna He Kaafi Hai, Par Meri Sazao Ki Kya Koi Maafi Hai ?

 

Khair Tere Jaane Se Khaamoshi Zarur Chhayi Hai

Par Ek Arse Baad Zindagi Mein Khushi Chalke Aayi Hai

Hai Khushnaseebi Meri Wo Khushi Ek Khushnuma Dost Ke Roop Mein Aayi Hai

Par Wo Bhi Gum Ki Maari, Apno Ki Satayi hai.

 

Teri He Tarah Muskurati Hai, Teri He Tarah Khilkhilati Hai.

Rehti Hai Wo Kahin Door Mujhse, Par Fir Bhi Apna Haq Jatati Hai

Mujhse Anjaan Hote Huye Bhi, Mujhe Apna Batlati Hai.

 

Majbur Hu Sochne Ko Ye Kaisa Mazak Hai Kudrat Ka

Jiske Liye Sab Kurbaan Kardia, Apni Rooh Tak Ko Neelaam Kardia

Usko Begunaah Hote Huye Bhi Chheen Liya

Or Croro Ki Bhheed Mein Ek Ajnabee Ko Apna Kardia.

 

Kaun Jaane Kya Hai Kiske Naseeb Mein

Bus Chal Rahi Hai Saanse Is Umeed mein

Ki Shayad Ek Din Pyar Mera Bhi Muqammal Hoga

Swaarth Bhari Duniya mein, Main Bhi Kisi Ka Swaarth Hounga.

 

——————————————————– #Ankit Jindal

 

 

 

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