Ankit's Poetry

May 4, 2019May 4, 2019

Main Abhi Zinda Hoon (Parents)

*For My Lovely Father/Mother*

Na Ghabrana Tum Kabhi, Main Abhi Zinda Hoon

Na Fikr Karna Tum Kabhi, Main Abhi Zinda Hoon

Maat-Pita Ho Tum Mere, Tumhare Har Sukh Dukh Mein Hoon

Na Dil Dukhana Apna Tum Kabhi, Main Abhi Zinda Hoon.

Maana Hai Bahut Kuch Bura Mujhme, Fir Bhi Tumhare Dil Mein Basta Hoon

Na Rona Tum Kabhi, Main Abhi Zinda Hoon.

Tum Laakh Chhupaao Apna Gum Mujhse, Par Main Samajhta Hoon

Hota Hai Jo Dard Tumhe, To Mehsus Main Bhi Karta Hoon.

Tum Meri Duaao Mein Ho, Tum He Ho Meri Raza Mein Bhi.

Dekha Hai Maine, Pyar Hai Tumse Mili Saza Mein Bhi.

Na Darna Tum Kabhi, Tumhari Har Raah Pe khada Hoon

Na Ghabrana Tum Kabhi, Main Abhi Zinda Hoon.

Mausam Chahe Jo Bhi Ho

Aalam Chahe Jo Bhi Ho

Har Aandhi or Toofan Mein

Tumhara Chhaata Banke Khada Hoon.

Akela Na Samjhna Khud Ko Kabhi, Main Abhi Zinda Hoon.

April 19, 2019April 21, 2019

Loved The Way She Lied

Years have passed

But I’m still lost.

I don’t know why but

I don’t find a clause.

Trust me God

She was my Lord.

What a coincidence

Ours favourite singer was Kelly claude.

She loved the way nobody did

I loved the style she holds my hand and sit.

When she was here I was completely fit

But now me and my mind is totally unfit.

I used to have ambitions but don’t have now

I don’t know why and how.?

Would I be able to get me back again

Or just be lost in an unhealthy sticky thought’s drain.

What was my fault ?

Why have I paid for this ..?

Why my sufferings are too long…?

Why my time is still running behind. ?

I wish life too has a button of Rewind.

I wonder will I be able to love someone again ..?

Or will I be lucky enough to get someone’s love again..?

Oh god..This feeling is making me Insane,

All my love and emotions went in vain.

Why everybody’s love today is so fragile,

Everybody is using the relationships as a Hit & Trial.

I wish I too had a luck of being loved

But what to do life is continuously getting fucked.

I loved the way she always lied,

I know how much truth she tried to hide.

But i knew what she is up to now,

She made my Life stuck in a thick snow.

For her i was a fucking clown,

and I was going drown & drown.

Finally the day come when with somebody she slept

As soon as i saw her, I Left.

April 7, 2019April 14, 2019

Sadma (The Shock)…

To,

My Dear Ex,

Bata Duniya Ko Mere Ishq Mein Kitni Sachayi Thi

Bewafa Thi Tu Jo Kisi Or Ka Bistar Garam Karke Aayi Thi.

Diya Jo Tune Sadma Tha, Usse Aankh Meri Bhar Aayi Thi,

Kya Bataun Tujhko, Meri Rooh Kitni kapkapayi thi.

Sadma Lekar Tere Fareb Ka Jab Nikla Tha Tere Kamre Se

Chalne Laga Jo Jaane Ko, Pair Fisla Tha Mera Seediyo Se.

Pair Fisalke Jo Gira Tha Main To Chot Maine Khaayi Thi

Kya Bataun Tujhko Tab Jaan Pe Meri Ban Aayi Thi.

Diya Aisa Dard Bhi Tune Ki Bahar Na Fir Main Nikal Saka

Meri Nafrat Ka Aagaaz Hua Fir Badal Na Jise Main Saka.

Teri He Ek Dost Bhi Thi Jo Usdin Mere Saath He Thi

Samhala Tha Usne He Mujhe Par Hairan To Wo Bhi Thi.

Tere Jaisi Dost Ko Paakar Sharm Se Sir Uska Bhi Jhuka,

Dard Hua Tha Mujhko Par Dhadakta Dil Uska Bhi Ruka.

Ek Ek Pal Guzaara Aise Jaise Andhera Ho UJiyaalo Mein

Simat Gayi Meri Sab Raatein Bus Ek He Khayalon Mein.

Tera Wo Kisi Aur Ki Baahon Mein Hona Bar Bar Yaad Aata Hai,

Mere Har Sapne, Meri Himmat Ko Besabab Tod Ke Jata Hai.

Khair,

Ek Arsa Hua Tujhe Gaye Huye, Fir Bhi Yaad Teri Aati Hai

Jee Bhi Raha Hu Ya Marr Chuka, Tujhe Kahan Khabar Jati Hai.

Koshish Tujhe Bhulaane Ki Puri Hai, Par Khwaaishe Aaj Bhi Adhuri Hai

Zinda Hu Filhal Itna He Kaafi Hai, Par Meri Sazao Ki Kya Koi Maafi Hai ?

Khair Tere Jaane Se Khaamoshi Zarur Chhayi Hai

Par Ek Arse Baad Zindagi Mein Khushi Chalke Aayi Hai

Hai Khushnaseebi Meri Wo Khushi Ek Khushnuma Dost Ke Roop Mein Aayi Hai

Par Wo Bhi Gum Ki Maari, Apno Ki Satayi hai.

Teri He Tarah Muskurati Hai, Teri He Tarah Khilkhilati Hai.

Rehti Hai Wo Kahin Door Mujhse, Par Fir Bhi Apna Haq Jatati Hai

Mujhse Anjaan Hote Huye Bhi, Mujhe Apna Batlati Hai.

Majbur Hu Sochne Ko Ye Kaisa Mazak Hai Kudrat Ka

Jiske Liye Sab Kurbaan Kardia, Apni Rooh Tak Ko Neelaam Kardia

Usko Begunaah Hote Huye Bhi Chheen Liya

Or Croro Ki Bhheed Mein Ek Ajnabee Ko Apna Kardia.

Kaun Jaane Kya Hai Kiske Naseeb Mein

Bus Chal Rahi Hai Saanse Is Umeed mein

Ki Shayad Ek Din Pyar Mera Bhi Muqammal Hoga

Swaarth Bhari Duniya mein, Main Bhi Kisi Ka Swaarth Hounga.

——————————————————– #Ankit Jindal