Childhood – Teenage
So, I lived a life full of Happiness
As it also included the Lifestyle’s Lavishness
Being fortunate to be born in a Comfortable Family
I could never wished for anything more or Less Likely.
I grew up in a Joint family,
Spent complete childhood & Young Age fruitfully.
Never had a complaint from my life,
As it already gave all & kept me fit-n-fine.
2011 – 2017
I fell for a girl, her name was Priyal
She was so Kind & Pretty, her love was real
We Celebrated 6 Years of Togetherness Holding a Glass of Red Wine, Doing Cheers
Suddenly we lost a balance in the Relationship, Broken pieces were found here & there.
2017 – 2019
It took almost 2 complete years to endure & absorb the pain
Only the career was left in life to Earn Something & Gain.
However, the vacuum was filled in life through the funnel of Loneliness
But Spiritual well being guided me to Control Life with Mindfulness.
Life Changed Again (April 2019 – October 2019)
Those past years taught me not to fall in love until you’re sure
Do not give your heart away, how hard you need someone’s love to cure.
But the girl named Pooja dropped a smile on my face with her presence ofcourse,
I would receive the affection from the other side, I was so sure.
So i shared my heart out to her in a Gentle Genre,
Hoping to make her my loveliest friend in all beautiful manner.
But as I get to know her personally, I started to feel more love for her
Her beautiful nature was gone beyond my expectations, as I learnt about sacrifices of her.
I Accept I moved forward so early, i didn’t gave time to know her feelings clearly,
So it’s natural for her to objectify my thoughts & feelings.
But I’m also upset, at least she should also had tried once to trust me slightly,
So to resist this feeling for her, I bounded my self to set her free from my office respectfully.
Once she left, I still tried to be in touch with her as a friendly person,
She denied and disconnected the connection due to her past love exertion.
30th October 2019- Till Date (Decision)
So I decided to not focus on love or marriage anymore,
Maybe I’m designed to stay happy alone.
So, I decided to be unmarried forever,
I’ll prioritize the career only, no matter who comes & happens whatsoever.
THE END
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